menatap dalam gelap

pernah tak rasa nak duduk sorang-sorang dalam gelap.
so that no one can see you.
so that there wont be anyone who judge you
like this or like that.
only you and HIM.

dan pernah tak rasa
that you even dont want to talk or meet anybody
because you are afraid that you will get hurt
with their too 'concern'?

maybe because it is still new
and too strange
that i just cant tell whether im happy or not
and i dont think i can even say that it is okay for now

say:ALLAH itu Maha Adil,ingat!!