Friday, October 30, 2015
what is me
It's been a while.
since the last time I'm writing here.
how time flies.
hard to breathe lately.
the time where i have to make a choice.to choose.
at last, it arrives.
and I'm still. still and still.
still don't know what is the best.
I'm a kind of person who will absorb on doing something.
when it comes to study, I found my passion in that.
I found me myself in research, journals and articles.
then I will firmly confident that I'm going to choose study instead of working.
but when it comes to work, I found my life in that.
reality.where everything is real.I learnt much.
where I'm buying experiences and knowledge while meeting other people.
right now I don't even want to think if I'm resigning.
what am going to do if I choose to stop.
then I will firmly confident again.that I will not abandon my work.
but Allah has giving me to experience both at the same time for a year already.
and now.I have to choose.
and at the end. I still need to choose.